Lost. Lonely. Regret. Hopeless Hope. Anger. Disappointment. Resentment. Frustration. Wish. Isolated. On my Own. Not with my people. Outsider. Too deep for anyone I know. Not deep enough to satisfy myself. Lonesome. Running. Dead End. Sloughing on. En Route to Nothing. Lying to myself. Self Loathing - I hate myself. Lack of Empathy. Sociopathy. Rage. Dead. Lifeless. Hurt. Letdown’s. Wasted Opportunity. Failure. Betrayal. Loss. Lack of Spiritual Fulfilment. Embarrassment. Humiliation. More Failure. Heartbreak. Love. Failed Romance. Failed everything. Disgusted with who I am. No Hope.